7 August 2007
OUTSOMNIA!
Out, damned spot. Out.
It’s nearly four in the morning. I woke up early, I went to bed late, I did a good amount of work today and crawled into bed tired. So why is it, three hours after crawling into bed I’m still awake? My eyes are drier than an unused sponge. I’m lethargic and groggy. But the moment my head hits the pillows, my mind races.
Thinking about jobs, and dates, and friends, and exes, and my car and the possibility of a new apartment. Making plans for tomorrow, trying to come up with ideas for films, thinking about photographing my friend’s wedding in a month or so…
I don’t sleep and I have to be up in the morning. I have only one Ambien left and I’m not about to use it yet.
…I guess I’ll try sleeping again.
