14 November 2006
BALANZA
Lately I’ve noticed that I have lost sight of who I am. Life has been a big ball of anxiety and stress, and has reduced me to a pale comparison of the man I know I’ve come to be. Nearly three years ago, in the previous incarnation of this blog, I gave myself a mantra: "I’m going to make New York my bitch."
She’s become more to me than my bitch. She’s become my muse, my lover. My best friend. That trial has ended. Quite a long time ago, in fact.
I think it’s time to rediscover myself. I’ve ceased doing the things that I love in favor of the things I feel I must do. I must strike a balance.
You live life. Life cannot live you.
